DATE!!! with friends~ ^_^

DAMN HAPPY!!! HEHE!!! I MET MY YEOBO! Getting prettier as usual~ :D Miss them now :( and I miss u more...

Nothing happened!! WOOHOO!! XDD

Haha! We're ok already! HAHA!! WOOHOO!! He messaged me 16 times and called me 56 times!!! It does prove that he cares about me :) it's great to have this feelings now~ some people said that me and him will never argue, but i guess they're wrong... we're just a common couple that will argue sometimes... but, we promised each other, no matter what, we'll never say 'let's breakup' this kind of word... YEOBO!!! I miss you!!! She's really my best friend!!! haha! She made me feel that We're not friends but we're sisters! haha! Yeobo~ thank you <3 <3

Will it end...? He doesn't believe me...

It started with a small matter... I just wrote some word that I read from a story on my status... why must he react this seriously? It's just a small matter... he's too serious... he said that I don't believe him, he said that I always keep things from him, he said that I keep asking his friends about his old crush, he said I doubt his love, he said his love is nothing for me, he said that he's sad cause I don't believe him... I always believed him!!! It's just that I'm curious why he liked her before... I'm always curious to such a thing... I also asked my parents why do they love each other... I'm always curious to such thing!!! Yet he said I don't believe him. I never thought of asking his friend about his old crush, it's just a coincidence that we suddenly talked about her... nothing more!!! He said that I rather find my friends than finding him... I'm trying to believed him and stop doubting him now... yet he said this kind of things... I'm just speechless... that's what I am in his heart... the girl who doesn't believe her own boyfriend at all! I'm like a fool, that is lectured by my own Bf... how could he doubt my trust to him. If I don't trust him, I will call him everyday and ask him to hand over the phone to his friend and ask for prove whether he really is beside him. I really don't know how long our relationship will last... I'm new to love, I'm not the kind of girl who always clinging onto her bf saying she's hurt, she's sad, she's blah blah blah~ I just don't want to trouble him with this small matter, so I decide to do it on my own, yet he said I don't care about him. 


"I don't want to break up with you cause I still love you" 


That's what he said in his last line of message. What does this mean? People said true love won't get affected by distance. but what his friend told me is true... 'Distance really affected love' ... I cried once I read his message, how could he said all those things that hurt me... Can't he see I already tried hard to change for him? I'm really tired... tired of this kind of things... I don't wanna let go... I REALLY LOVE HIM!!! BUT HE SAID I DON'T CARE OF HIS LOVE AND SAID I THINK HIS LOVE FOR ME IS NOTHING! HE'S TOO MUCH TO SAID THIS THING!!! 

It's been awhile since I saw him...Nothing bad happened to us...It's just that I found out he's kinda irritated by my temper...I'm hot-tempered and I might get angry to him in any time...his friend has told me about it...I'm really grateful :) Dear, I'm sorry >< I'll try to change...just like what his friend told me.. "If you love him, change for his sake" .. Dear, Thanks for the gift you gave me during our 4th monthsary :D I love it very very much!! Dear...I love you <3 :*

...I miss you...Don't forget me...okay? :'(

I know it would be a disappointed news for them... I don't wish to change school either... in this school, I found love and friendship... before I went to this school, I used to be a cold-blooded girl. Whenever there are sad things, I don't even bother to shed tears. After that, I went to this school. I met LOTS of good souls~ hehe...there's one girl...I called her 'YEOBO' means wife in korean. She's nice, gentle, smart, pretty, cute, and most importantly, she's friendly. She took me to the canteen when I just came. I know she waited for me outside there... she's the first girl who I met in that school. That school have lots of good students and good students...I really wish I can be her best friend until the end of my life. YEOBO!!! Let's be best friend forever okay? ^^ btw~ I miss your brownies =.='' make me some when you see me okay? Yeobo...sorry...I can't fulfil my promise, I promised you to have a honeymoon with you right? I'm sorry...If we have chance to go out, I will keep kacau you okay? Lastly... yeobo... I  LOVE YOU <3 ^^